YOU LEFT WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE

At times I front like I don't want you
My first true love
My lust at first sight
The person that makes me second guess who I am
I wish that you didn't exist

I remember the nights when "My Immortal" comforted me
Memories of a sadder time
Memories of how I hurt
You left
I never knew if you cared
Sometimes I want to ask you
But I always get scared

Can't recall if I cried
I know I sighed
Many times I sighed
There were only two kisses
They made my world topsy turvy

I miss you
I watched you sleep
That made me happy
Your precious


19 February 2009

AND THE SKINNY ONE SHALL LEAD THEM

I am a leader
I'm passive
I'm not so obvious
Do they even notice?
Do they even care?
Do they even know that I make them believe what they hear?
Martyrdom? I doubt it,
But anything is possible
Lead I shall
They chose me

16 February 2009

UNTITLED

I believe in purity
Therefore I believe in myself
I believe in myself
I believe in myself?
I am pure?


22 October 2008

MY DREAMBOAT ANDY

Can you help me to understand you?
I spend the free moments my mind spares thinking of you
I hate myself and I hate you whenever I feel vulnerable
I followed the advice of others and took the risk of wanting you
I think that in a few years we would be ideal for each other
I will be liberated
You would have gained more experience in life
You would have made mistakes
I hope that you would have had failed relationships
And I would have been by your side for support

We would have kissed a lot more
You would have made me cry
We would have smiled

I would have told you that good things are worth waiting for
Maybe with me you would have scored :-)

Here I am
Hanging on to the moments we've shared
Thinking about how wonderful it was to wrap my arms around you
The first time that you laid your head on my chest was heavenly
When you explored my shoulders, my stomach,
When you timidly touched my intimate parts, that was the best feeling ever
Something ran through my body that made me quiver exquisitely

You have a hold on me honey eyes
I like tasting you
I yearn to hold you
I'd like to get wild and kiss you all over
Tears are for lovers
My Dreamboat Andy


26 February 2008

CIRCLES

Round and round in circles we go
Each time we disagree
You make me cry
I make you cry
We keep asking ourselves why
But shit!
We keep giving "us" another try
In the silence


3 July 2007

FOR M

It's not that I don't want to give you my all
I'm anticipating the moment that's near perfection
I'll betray my life to save you
I'd like to have a home with you.

What else would I need?
I have you, and you need me,
Even if you don't know it as yet

You want me to be a better person
But that's impossible to me, when I feel amost perfect

You are my tender-hearted and well loved
Any personal changes that I will make will be to your demise
Balancing our true necesities and dislikes are essential.

Many great minds in the past have risen and fall
Some became notorious throughout history
You have on your hands, me, an almost famous history

FOR M

Maybe you are just in love with my mind,
And my mind is not me
What I think, and what I do, are very distinct
I still have values that are almost extinct
Tell me I'm wrong,
and alone I'll leave you
I would never try to grieve you
Make me yours forever
I'm right here
I never left
I'll always try to give you the best of me
You can also have the rest of me


February 2, 2007
July 24, 2007

SIN TÍTULO

¡Qué gran distancia entre nosotros!
Y la memoria de tí emplea todo de mis pensamientos
¿Qué voy a hacer sin tu afecto?
No puedo asumir que tú me amarás eternamente
Yo hablo de la verdad
Soy incredúla




October 29, 2006
October 30, 2006

UNTITLED

Emotionally distresed I am
I can't let it go
Timing is never right
Time waits on no one
Always need to see it
Always plan how to
Planning is never simple
What we think we need is somewhat doubtful
So I'll plan again and again
And it probably won't work out
So distress eats at my heart and mind
Back to where I start

UNTITLED

I put scars on my neck
You leave love marks on my breast
Saliva on your lips
Feedback from a good kiss

I taste you when I dream
I still love you when I scream

Leaves of grass
A year has passed

Crying dry tears
We are hiding shared fears

I don't understand you
Too much interference
Tell the mother hen to get a life of her own
I put scars on her neck
No more interference

November 4, 2008